My girlfriend and best friend of my life, was murdered on Mar 4,2012 at 9:04p.m. Since that day i stopped living,I very rarely leave my house,only for Dr. apps. Tess is her name, she and i went everywhere she drove her car and picked me up at my house.We would go for no less than 6hrs at a time it would take my husband 45mins just to unload the car. Tess worked at Dollar General and would come over after work for a little while and on her days off we would usually do something or she would just come over. My husband and i dont do things together and we barely have a conversation so Tess meant the world to me.I cant seem to live without her im so lonesome for her i cant leave the house hardly. She left so sudenly i never said goodbye her husband called me the next morning at 10:00and told me . I have nobody to talk to cause my husband has no compasstion that is just how he is so i dont grieve or talk about it .I feel dead i miss her my best friend in the whole world what can i do ?