There's just so much ****
Going on in my life, and I feel like I can't handle emotions that normal people can. Plus, I spilled my guts last night about my eating disorder to my ex (the only person I've ever told other than my dr) and he hugged me and held me for awhile and made me feel so much better. But he told me that he still thinks about us and still wants me (keep in mind he cheated on me, and got her pregnant and is still with her) and its bringing on feelings that I had finally been free of. I want him to hug me again, but at the same time I hate him.