Well...trying not to freak out about the emails I sent to T this afternoon/evening. Trying to tell myself it will be okay. No, I was not under the influence of anything (alcohol, cool whip, weed, etc.) I just couldn't turn on my impulse control.

Well, I should probably get to bed. I have another early morning. Workign with my dad tomorrow, have to be at his shop at 8am. Here's hoping he won't bring up my mental health and how I choose to get help for it.

Night.