yeah it suppose. people don't really talk to me unless i speak. sometimes when i speak others just look at me as though i'm from another world or something. I am not treated with the same respect as everyone else is. Nobody has ever invited me to movies, shopping or anything like that. I'm really bummed out. I really want to make sure that i spend my time wisely now. it's like this has been destined to happen. like i'm not meant to have close friends and the friends i made drifted apart from me two years ago. he had to move because his landlord evicted his family from his home. i was really sad because he was the only friend i ever had.