people on psychcentral don't want to talk to me. people in real life sometimes ignore me. i hate being treated like a scab that gets flicked off in the end. some of the members on here think i'm playing a game and they don't want to talk to me. that's very insulting. they're mad because i keep defriending them and stuff. but then when things don't work out right i always have someone to blame. like i think that talking to certain people can bring me problems so i just blame it on them and delete them off my account. as insulting as it can get, sometimes i don't understand why things happen so i feel like it's obviously something i did. I mean, what else? could it be the other person's fault for being mean?