this week has been pretty much same as usual I am trying really, hard not to let my emotional self lead me around by my coat tails of things.

mostly having to do with the personal life I am trying really hard not to be overly flirtatious and sexual.

Which is highly common for me but there is a lot of self disgust with myself over it none the less.

this stuff seems to feed in a lil bit to my depression as well, since it almost ends up with me feeling really lowly and angry at myself for acting in such a way.