Oh I loved the Lemmings game! Would stay up all hours amused while the household slept. Early signs of OCD that slipped through unnoticed.

I relate to and appreciate your comments about realization of the fantasy relationships. I'm not there yet. A current struggle. The hardest thing is mourning over a lost relationship in addition to coming to terms with the realization it was fantasy based, our dreams and expectations of the dreamy potential. It is double mourning of a loss. But we learn as we go. Thank you for sharing.