i kind of want to scream at the world hey look what i did .I'm proud but then it seems stupid and so insignificant that not anyone really understands. and then there are the emotions that i am trying to not deal with that are brought up with doing such a stupid thing .confusing right???? ill be quiet now. i know it is all stupid but a personal victory for me and a terrifying one also.

Hooray for Gustav Vasa!