having suffered sexual abuse as a child from as young as 8 that I do remember. now that i'm all grown up, I have a lot of flashbacks, and nightmares, I was always told to get over the past, stop living in the past, and cringed at for it, that even I beat my own self up for it, if I could just turn it off I would. i'm feeling really annoyed now, this subject has destroyed my life I get a hell of a lot of triggers because of this. I just don't trust anybody
I've lost myself because of this