Hello I hope you are feeling better at this time. The main thing is that you are a person, and that hopefully in time this will not be as strong in your life as it is now. I am sorry that you are hurt but you should not let this one incident deter you from being the person that you can be in life. If it becomes too bothersome you should talk to your therapist and Dr so the Dr can adjust your medication. You do not have to accept your fathers behavior, and i really hope you try to think positive that what happened at the will reading was your fathers decision(for whatever reason), and no fault of your own. WE can not help what others decide to do, and we also can not let peoples decision bring us to their level. You are a good person and you deserve the most sincerity that life can give anyone, just like the rest of us here at Psych Central. I am very sorry that you are going through this but today is the first day that you need to make the right decision, and not let your father stop you from being happy and productive. I hope the best for you. take care Sincerely Soidhonia