Tao, I've been where you are in the depression as well as feeling that there isn't any real help out there and getting so dang frustrated with therapists. But I'm passed that now. I stuck with it and got the help I needed and improved a great deal. Nothing says you won't have any relapses, which I'm going through right now, but I'll have enough of it real soon and start putting to work all the things I learned. Soon, I'll get over this hump in the road and feel good again. You have that hope, too. No, it will be a certainty, but only if you are willing to work through the rough spots. All of us here are willing to support you and to encourage you, but none of us has the power or the will to "make" you do it for yourself. That's something you need to do on your own, but you don't have to do it alone. That's why you joined this site, right? For help and support? We're here for you! {{{{{{{{{{{Tao}}}}}}}}}}}}}




<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>