I am unbelievably weird.

I also wiggle a lot and can't sit still, probably due to ADHD.

I used to could not poop in a public bathroom, I mean, it just wouldn't happen lol! But I've gotten better about it. When I was little, I was always afraid a snake might come up through the toilet, through the pipes. I also was afraid an alligator, or worse yet, Jaws, would get in the swimming pool.

Other than that, I don't do anything too weird. I'm pretty depressed and anxious, but I don't really have any strange behavior.

This is weird.....sometimes, I will not eat, even though I'm hungry, just to see if I can, or something....idk why. My husband is always hollering at me to eat. I'm not skinny. It will start out, like, I never eat breakfast. Then I miss lunch, and somehow miss dinner, or I am late for it, and then, it is kind of just to see how long I can go. Sometimes, I honestly just forget. But at least a couple times a month, I will try to just not eat, and I don't know why. I haven't eaten in over twenty hours right now. It is almost like....I don't know.....that gnawing hungry sensation makes me feel "real" or "alive".

I am pretty sure that isn't normal, but idk why it is or how to stop it.