I take inspiration where I find it. And I've found it in surprising places. (I'm happy to elaborate on that, just not here; anyone can feel free to PM me, I'm happy to share my spiritual journey ) For me, there are times of such great darkness that I cannot connect to anything, especially not some kind of Creator. But it comes back. I agree with what was said about it being something we sometimes have to work pretty hard at. I am active in my spirituality; it's not just warm fuzzy bunny slippers I can slip on at my leisure. When I cannot connect to Spirit, to Mystery, I follow my beliefs and values as a temporary substitute. It's gotten me this far. Good luck.