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Jun 05, 2013, 01:21 PM
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Member Since: Jun 2013
Posts: 7
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Originally Posted by sherr071
I have always had this problem and it still continues. I wish so badly i had some good friends to share the good and the bad with. I feel like im a loyal good friend but it doesnt seem to matter. Maybe im just too draining on people. Anyone else feel this way or have this problem?
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I have the same trouble, but I know why. I don't trust people not to harm or use me. I was originally a dumb kid, idealistic/naive, etc., then after having my trust kicked all to hell, I turned evil-selfish. Since I turned from good girl to feeling like I needed to be cagey, I now see how 'nice' people can turn on you, if they feel justified in doing so. All being cagey got me, was alone, but I still can't get past it. I feel scared of my naive years and 'guilty' for my evil years, and can't believe I can get past either, without getting slammed again. I just posted this on another site too. 
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