Most people who aren't me are retarded!

*cough cough* I mean; ALOT of people are judgemental and ignorant... pay them no mind

So don't stress about your past sexual relations, because you didn't commit a crime like necrophilia or something! (or did youuuu?)

You engaged in adult activities with other consenting adults, and if there are people who found out whom suffer from outlandish sensitivities toward such news, well they should seriously invest in awesome earplugs and proceed to crawl under a fkn rock and bloodywell stay there, because that's exactly where they belong!

On the rekindling of old friendships, Idk hey, I'm a bad judge of character mostly because I refuse to see the bad in anyone until its directed at me. Right now I have an old "friend" reaching out to me, had lunch with her Sunday... She says she was mean, vindictive and 2faced due to meth... I highly doubt that, but I also feel bad for the fact that she's cleaning herself up and have no friends to speak of. So I'm tempted to fill that role for her. My mom (excellent character judge btw) Says she doesn't trust her, but idk how to be friendly but not friends. This can already backfire on me badly after just one visit.

My point in hijacking your thread and making this all about me because the world obviously revolves around me? I can't say follow your instincts(because mine suck) but I can remind you that it was you who reached out to them first. So maybe a short non-commital reply like "that sounds wonderful" will do, because atleast you're being courteous...

One step at a time, why worry about whether you will dissapoint them in future? That is not your problem as you cannot solve it at present. That is "Future C's" problem, and she will deal with it as she deems fit. Btw trust "Future C" ok? She's pretty amazing

Baby steps C ... I rambled didn't I... lol

Ps. I love the title!