I noticed that people didn't see things that way I saw them, they didn't understand why little things they said would hurt me so much. Then I saw myself getting very upset when people would leave my house, I felt like they weren't coming back, like they were leaving ME. Part of me just knew this wasn't how the people around me would react. I would be SO mad for no reason at all, and I knew that it didn't happen to the people around me. When people didn't write me back right away I would panic, even though I knew they were just busy. I knew these thoughts were irrational, but I couldn't stop them. I was different, I didn't know how, but I knew I was. So I went to get help.