I know this is a touchy subject for some. I'm one of those. My t and my nurse are telling me that I "should" be angry about all the crap that has happened to me. I don't feel it though. I'm sad but angry not really. I haven't felt angry since 3rd grade. I beat a neighbor kid up for stealing my favorite stuffed animal and gutting it then tying it to the door of our apartment and knocking. It was a blind rage type thing. Only I can tell you exactly what physically happened emotionally I was numb. I'm afraid that if I let a little anger in that's going to happen again I just may not be so lucky to not have charges pressed on myself. Does anyone else feel that fear or any survivors not feel that anger towards the abuser(s)? If you do feel anger why? What makes you feel the anger? Not trying to pry I'm just trying to understand all of this.