Alright, couch peeps. I am going to try to get some sleep. (Yeah, right. All I do is toss and turn, ruminate, look at the clock, ruminate some more, get up, walk around, panic, take medication, toss and turn some more, go back on the computer, look at the clock, freak out at how little sleep I will end up getting, close my eyes, realize that every muscle is spasming in my body, notice that I feel like I'm falling off my bed because it's such a cruddy bed, move again, take more meds, get a drink, pee, sigh, go online again, etc. etc. etc.)

I haven't had a real meal in at least a week, probably longer than that.

I really gotta get my sht together....*sigh*

Goodnight....maybe.