I can relate to this to a certain degree. I have probably been three people today at least for all the mood swings going on. It's hard to adjust sometimes. I do get what you mean by understanding why people get off the meds too. I prefer the way hypo feels any day of the week over any of the rest.
I know you weren't looking for advice and obviously I am a wreck so I have none but I think it is good to utilize the forum because it IS like therapy to a certain degree. I hope you get to feeling more balanced soon.
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BP 2, GAD
Meds: 300 mg Lamotrigine
600 mg Lithium
5 mg Aripiprazole (currently tapering off)
Clonazepam as needed
Supplements: Vitamin D, Inositol, Melatonin, L-Theanine, CBD oil
be gentle with yourself.
you are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
-max ehrmann
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