Oooooh Blue. You have interesting tales of the past. I have many parallels in several situations. It's easy to get caught up in all of the emotions attached to relationships especially when you may feel like you're being judged. Don't over think it and just be you. If you end up rekindling these relationships and you go into it just like that then i would think that everything will only go as it should. You will have made an honest effort and won't have regrets.

I also sometimes find the best way to deal with the past indiscretions is to not bring them up. At the end of the day past is past and its worth a shot. Wishing you well, lady and sending you Windy City hugs xoxo