it's been about 6 weeks of pure depression occasionally dropping in to serve suicidal depression.

I got 3 hours of sleep last night, went to sleep at 4 am. I go so many things done today, I'm not tired, Did not eat until 4pm today. I realized I forgot to eat today? Hours later still not hungry. My mind right now, I feel on point. I need to leave my room, I ready for love, I've got to love some body! Life is amazing, I woke up this morning, the sun was shining down on me.

my thoughts are racing but I'm tuning them out

This is much better than depression, the last 2 days I was super depressed, crying for no reason.

AWESOMESAUCE!

It's funny when I get depressed I stop talking to people, it feels pointless, I have no friends.

Now I feel amazing and I have no one to hang with right now or talk to....BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER I CAN TALK TO MYSEFL!!!!!!