Well yeah, I finally decided to tell my friend Syd about my cutting and all that and she accepted it and all, which I am totally relieved about, but it still doesn't really, completely solve the problem.

I still haven't told my therapist and I'm getting a new one soon anyways... but idk if I should tell her. I mean the files will be the same so idk if I'll be asked all the questions again, but if I am idk if I will.... I mean obviously I want to tell her, but I'm being realistic with myself and I just can't see myself saying it. And my mum. I need to tell her before it comes out some other way. I would rather have her know from me then through someone else.

so yeah... help maybe? I know the simplest way you can really put it is just to tell them, but it really doesn't feel that simple right now. Just maybe some ways that I can tell or something would be helpful. Or just some support at least..

Thanks for reading!! xoxo

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