everyone said it above but..
It feels like you in a bottomless hole that no matter how much you try, you can never get out of it. You feel like you're stuck and that you're life won't go anywhere. You feel trapped and restless. you're heart feels like there's always something crushing it. You no longer have hope in anything. You no longer care. You just want it all to disappear. You feel like everything you do is forced. You're bored and empty. You wonder often "what is wrong with me?" You long for someone to understand but everyone around seems to be unable to comprehend your feelings.