Believe it will pass. You are in a new place, with responsibilities, and you are still in recovery, and as always, finding your way. You may need the numbness right now...a buffer/kind of protection. Sometimes, I think that when numbness takes over it is emotional exhaustion, time to recoup---like the body after heavy, endurance, exercise; just need a break. It feels strange and the interactions can feel "fake" but they are still occurring... hang in there. You are going to get through the aftermath too------------