I am getting really nervous about my T session today. This is going to be so hard. I am already having stomach pains and running to the bathroom from the anxiety. I really hope T is open to hearing me and helping us, but I'm afraid I'm not going to get that. I sometimes shake my head thinking - damn, I pay for this, and he gets paid for this.

I have an hour to distract myself before getting a shower and heading to T....I hate the fact that I will have to rush from my session to an assignment. Doesn't give me any processing time before switching gears. My session ends at noon and my assignment starts at 12:15 PM - in a town that's exactly 15 minutes away with no traffic. I hate having to rush. Luckily, the people at the place where I have my assignment said that it's ok if I'm a few minutes late. She said they are very flexible there. That's a relief. If I am late, I will certainly make up the time by staying a few minutes later...BUT, I have to be home to get my daughter off the bus a half hour after my assignment ends, so I don't have MUCH time. So stressful.

I'm going to try to accomplish some cleaning right now to get my mind off of things.