I know this is going to sound very bizzare to most but I truly think Im different! Im 25 years old and for my whole life I've always felt really different. Im very observant and tend to notice alot of things others don't. I feel like Im not doing what Im supposed to be doing in this lifetime. I don't have but one friend, I wonder if the same thoughts and same tastes and smells and what I see, are being the same for someone else at the same moment I am. Does anyone get this at all??? I feel like an alien from another planet and time period!!!
I dont think its genetics, coz my parents are not like that,,,,but i have a feeling my cousins have been in the same thing that i am so i am optimistic and i think i can grow up more and be like them(thats the voice i say to myself) cuz i see them doing fine in everything,,,,,,i feel the time we r living in is very hard i hope i can fastforward i dnt find any pleasure in doing things anymore except playing alone my ps i would give up anything to accept life and get out of this i dnt know what it is.... PS: Nothing is parmanent in this life!