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Originally Posted by crystalrose
Just so you know, I was a third party to an open relationship.
I then was told by that man that he wanted out of his relationship.
Then I was used for sex and after that raped. So don't disrespect me, you don't know the whole messed up story.
Everything is f***** up.
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I'm sorry you had to go through that. It sounds like you have been taken advantage of quite a bit. I think there are caring and loving people out there, they are just hard to find. It is more common to find selfish and self indulging people who would rather take care of thier own pleasures and satsifactions at the expense of others, than actually put in the work to develop a meaningful relationship.
I don't think you are unloveable, just that you have been exposed to some bad people that took advantage and used you. Even worse the rape. I'm sure that brings its own level of pain and misery to how you feel about establishing relationships.
There are good people out there, but you have to find them. I hope you can work on the trauma you have been through. Take care of yourself.