Well, ended up going to my GP and asked him to do bloods to rule out any issues with regards to me always being tired. Got those results today and apart from one liver enzyme being a little out, all is ok.
My pharmacist is sending me Neurobin, hopefully by tomorrow.

I told my T on Wed how upset I'd gotten that I felt there was no one around to help me, and she just said that I'd done the right thing, and that at the end of the day she had at least phoned me back when I needed advice on what to do. She had prompted me to rather go with my normal pdoc's assistant.
I don't really know her. She's going to have to know about my Rivotril and Ativan use. And that I'm not supposed to be. And hopefully help me get rid of the shaking in my hands.

My T noticed yesterday that I was pretty dysfunctional and more depressed than both of us had thought. She said she'd try get me an earlier pdoc appointment. It's nearly 5 PM and I haven't heard back. I feel better today though.

My GP irritated me, as it almost seems like he thought i was just being ridiculous. Making a scene out of being exhausted. It's more than that - I actually nod off!! He hasn't come up with another avenue, just blames the psych meds - non are really sedating though?!?

Oh well - just keep going forwards hey?