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Old Jun 06, 2013, 09:45 AM
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Originally Posted by murray View Post
Okay, I'm about to hop in the shower and get myself ready to go apply for a job. Might need to take some immodium before I go at this point. sorry for the TMI...anxiety just does a number on my system....and I'm a bit stressed.

Oh and WTF is with my ex-to-be writing and declaring his undying love for me???? ....after ripping me up one side and down the other a few evenings ago on the phone...he said he was sorry and didn't mean to hurt me but I "made him"...man it's just like when he was living with me....
((( Murray ))) - I have the same issue with running to the bathroom. Been doing it all morning cuz of this upcoming T session. I hate it when my stress and anxiety affect my body in other ways. Ugh. Good luck!

And as far as your soon-to-be ex, I experienced this as well and I found it so painful to endure - the tugging of the heartstrings that is part and parcel of the cycle of abuse. I'm sorry you're going through it, but I am hopeful that you can see through it and keep moving ahead.
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Thanks for this!
murray