Yes, today I am very paranoid actually. I am thinking everything is going terribly and falling apart around me. I'm trying to determin if I'm paranoid or if it is logical.

Today I have the feeling I am going to lose my family. It's very powerful.

I often feel people at work are plotting behind my back to make sure I get fired. When people whisper I think it's about me. When they laugh I think they are laughing at me. I feel like my neighbors are spying on me (one of them actually is, my aunt who lives next door.) But also my other neighbors. I don't think they are in conjunction with each other or working together. I pretty much feel everyone has their own agenda and is after me and often also my family.