My brother sent me a message via fb saying he wants to see me, to come visit him. He is a quad... And has a limited lifestyle . Last time I went to visit he got angry and set of tons of triggers to my PTSD from childhood abuse and neglect. Thus was at Xmas and by Jan I was in the hosp for dwelling on it and extreme depression/suicidal. Now I feel quilty I don't want to visit him. I never told him what happened. He doesn't know I was in the hosp. I am in bad physical ( bone) pain and depression. My therapist called in sick today fir our appt. I feel like I am going crazy in my thoughts. I am actually at a group club type thing Thst my mental health provides, but I still feel so Aline and isolated . I feel like going home and under the covers. Help please, encouraging words welcome.... Bear