It's weird you also had a suspicion of autism that was not dealt with. I learned about mine by reading my chart, and before it was put there I had been diagnosed as PD for five years, and after I was still diagnosed PD for i think six years. Then I realized I had Asperger's for real and my doc also realized.

It really hurts being pointed out as someone no one can trust, or someone who doesn't feel what they say they feel. It's so weird how it can mess someone up EVEN in the cases the patient know they are right. And I actually wonder if their way really works with those who really have BPD. I mean sure, you have to set boundaries but being mean and callous how does that help? Meh...

Somewhere late 2000s there was some kind of breakthrough about sleep and bodyclocks, and I know I printed out part of a study about this, to prove to a psychologist that this is real and not just bad habit. I didn't keep any copies for myself of course. So since I can't find anything about it, I wonder if it wasn't the big thing it was made out to be.... if it was wrong or just was forgotten? Anyway, it was probably an enzyme part the synthesis of melatonin. Maybe?