Is this common with anyone here?

I become depressed. Then I can't think or feel. Then I can't articulate. The words that I say are not the words that I want to say, they're just the only ones I can force out.

I always feel completely misunderstood and isolated because my ability to use language and communicate breaks down.

I'd rather say nothing because I never feel I could say anything that will allow me to express myself.

I feel so alone because of this.