Not feeling up to conversations at the moment, but I just got back from my assignment and wanted to update my peeps on my T session.

Well, the email didn't go over well at all. T started out the conversation by telling me that he believed it was best that we terminate. He was pretty adamant about it, telling me all the reasons why he felt it was best for both of us...The rest is a blur.....

By the end of the session, he agreed to continue to work with me, but we need to come up with a script that we can refer to if things go off track between us in the future (I have no idea what that's supposed to include), I have to commit to doing the trauma work that I need to do, and I have to commit to not saying or doing anything in group that would have the potential of compromising his credibility, no matter what's happening between us, and I have to commit to talking in group - and if I feel trapped, I have to come up with a way to communicate that to him so he can help me.

Not sure what I'm feeling right now, but it's not good.