I use to not be like this. I use to not feel like this. I use to be outgoing, friendly, social, and happy to go out and have fun. But over the past 3 years I've become afraid of all those things I use to like. I've now gotten use to isolation and to becoming an introvert. I use to have many friends, but now I only have one. I suppose it's my fault, I never put any effort into making friends or socializing with old ones. I've sadly become accustomed to sitting alone in my house, by my self to be alone with my many thoughts. I feel almost trapped, trapped in the day to day surviving to find happiness and myself again.