I dont understand what is happening. I've been pretty good for almost a year now.. no therapy.. and all of the sudden, I'm having these wild dreams. I don't want to get out of bed. My brain won't stop. Yet I get nothing done.
When I'm at work I'm great. And when I'm home I feel this monster coming in on me.
I don't ever want to go back to the hospital.
But sometimes wonder, what the heck is going on so many, diagnoses it not even funny. So I'm just a colorful chameleon.
I don't even know if this makes sense. I'm not crazy..I'm by far not dumb..but I am getting afraid and numb..