I'm afraid to go back.it seems to intensify things. Just like my anorexia..the more help I reached for the more I'll I became. Although I'm afraid my mind is wondering there also..what is wrong with me.. this no control and people thinking you do this on purpose is crazy..Augh..because I work in the medical field and this is one of the first times I realize. Tornadoes come out of no where..crud!!!