I'm sorry to hear that
I'm actually kind of having the exact opposite problem. All my life I've been happy to be an introvert. Now I wish I could be a little bit more outgoing but I'm too afraid to try and put myself out there more and it makes me even more depressed.
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"The rain keeps crawling down the glass. The good times never seem to last. Close your eyes and let the thought pass."
'Prodigal' by Porcupine Tree
