Im sorry I missed replying to you kindachaotic, its been, well, kinda chaotic lol. My older sis went back to her home out of state today. We had spoken at the get together and I feel things are back to being in good order between us. I spoke with her new boyfriend before they left. Both he, and she, are employees of the state mental health system where they live. I just met him for the first time and I like him already. I felt embarrassed over what had happened and started to explain to him that my sisters and I are usually close and helpful to each other. He just waved off what I started to say and said all siblings are like that once in awhile. Im sure theres some truth to that but I still hope we'll only be close and helpful to each other now. I recieved a text from my younger sister today that she needs herself and I to be ok with each other. I told her we are and I love her. She said she loved me back.



Clara, you're right on the nose with where Im at. I feel like I can do a little bit to help others in my current job, but I feel I could do more if I give myself some freedom to work on some art projects Ive been developing. I need work that gives me more free time than I currently have. Ive been thinking about this all and Im meeting with someone tonight that might help me come to a decision. Thanks again for your support.