I'm so frustrated and fed up. I've never been this low before, I'm at around 8 months of being constantly depressed. I have so much rage and hate for everything and it feeds my depression. Most days I don't wanna get out of bed anymore and when I do I just feel tired and empty all day. I feel totally worthless and distant. I guess I have a pretty good group of friends, but most of the time I feel like no of them care, and they've never been through anything I have so they don't understand. I'm just so frustrated and I feel like everythings pointless.