As I sit and think over things I have done in my life, I have come to the conlusion that maybe I have tried to hard to be something I am not. I should just be myself, whoever that might be, and give up all the reading I do - on medical issues, trying to find the perfect relationship-I don't believe there is one, the perfect place to live-one is as good as another, the perfect amount of exercise, the right diet, maybe it is time to just let life happen. Life will happen anyway, you really can't change anything, (I guess I should say, I can't change anything). I think I will just try and enjoy living a natural type of existence, and try to grow and be a more enjoyable person to be around., Peace to All