So, I cannot stop thinking about food! I've wondered for about 12 years if I've had an ED. If any of you know who Kati Morton is, I asked her if she thought the way I ate sounded like one and she said it did sound like I have an eating disorder. Kati Morton- is a MFTI- a therapist who specializes in eating disorders and if you haven't ever watched her on youtube or visited her sites you definitley should! I highly recommend it! Anyways, I am frustrated because of the pains in my body- since I have chronic pain, I can't start excessive excercising to lose weight. I really want to eat a lot and then just excercise like all the time to control the weight. I am mad right now that I do not have enough self control to stop eating more frequently. At the same time, I have plenty of days where I eat healthy...right now I am just stressed about my constant thinking about food and upset that I do not have money to see a therapist for it. Thanks for letting me vent. It's just hard not being able to go to therapy right now. and well, my personal therapist thinks I have one too but, I still have a hard time believing that it is one.