so, nothing particulary bad is in my life right now. I just feel that small presence of depression over me- I can and have never been entirely happy. Is this normal? How can I have everything I need and still feel depressed sometimes? And I did say need not want. I have everything I need, not everything I want but, I feel blessed with a roof over my head, food, clothes, a supportive family, and I will graduate in December.... However, I am about to turn 24 and the only experiences I have had with men have been abusive. I have never been in a relationship- these were just faulty experiences with people who mistreated me that I have forgiven. I am just feeling sad single because I just want a happy memory with a guy to replace all the bad ones? I want to know that I am more than abuse. Is that enough to make you depressed?
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--- A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.
Maya Angelou.
so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456
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