I'm 23. - a woman- and if I masturbate and orgasm-
(which is an intense feeling)-->
other feelings get intensifed with it----> fear, overwhelming confusion, and emotional pain.
yep, it sucks. too embarassed to tell my therapist or anyone I know.
it's supposed to be enjoyable and it's not for me.
I don't know what's happening or why... I don't understand it...
I'm all alone here with no answers trying to deal with it?
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--- A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.
Maya Angelou.
so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456
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"You're not here merely to make a living. You are here to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, and with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world. You impoverish yourself if you forget this errand." (Woodrow Wilson)
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