Hi my friend ~ like with any other addiction, there's that invisible line that one crosses, and no one knows when they cross it. And they never know when they're going to cross it either.

Why don't you visit the "Self Injury" forum? You'll find it below the Schizophrenia forum. Just go to the bottom of the page, and you'll find it listed in the topics. The people there can help you, I'm sure. I know they've all struggled with the same thing.

God bless you and PLEASE take care, will you? And let us know how you're doing. Hugs, Lee