Just gonna send you gentle hugs.
I don't know what's going on but whatever it is, I wish you nothing but piece of mind.
Paranoia can get the best of me too, so just keep your mind calm and just take it easy as best you can.
I always enjoy reading your posts, you are very helpful and insightful, and I'm sure everyone that knows you wouldn't mind if you just kept it simple for a few days.
Good luck and feel better soon!