I did not mention it to her yesterday, however yesterday felt different. I maybe slowly moving her from I want you status to you'd make a great mom for me, maybe? I finally told her of my mom issues. I now have to write a letter. We shall see how this plays out. Some of the things she said may my mind focus more on being a child. She compared me in age to her own child, even though I'm 10 yrs older. I think that was meaningful to help with the transference. Like I said pretty sure she gets what Im doing/transference without me having disclose it. One day at a time, now onto this letter. This will be the hardest letter I've ever had to write. Peace and love my friends.