I have the same issue with sleeping and being in bed but I am trying to see my need to rest as taking care of myself not giving in to the depression. I literally have been exhausted, took a leave of absence for 6 weeks, 2 weeks in now. Trying to get a little stronger everyday. Sorry you have the financial woories on top of the depression. Good things for me. I went to a yard sale today and everything was free so I got two pair of good rossignol skis and two pair of maybe okay boots for free. I went to a recycle reuse shop to get rid of a computer that a woman I know who has a d.d. crashed, third one. They wouldn't take it but I found a reading pillow like my daughter wanted and a cassiopeia hand held notebook thing for 4 bucks. Just a toy to play with. I got stopped for alledgedly speeding and was given a warning. I thought I left the candle burning when I left my house and didn't. My new memory for my laptop came so I am no longer freezing up., Trying to practice being positive. was very anxious earlier and it passed. Reconfigured a computer for the woman mentioned above that was given to me by an older lady who just bought a Dell. Set her up and wrote in bold black on the cpu, NO PASSWORDS. She password protected her bios on the old computer and I couldn't get in without knowing what jumper to disconnect but it was old and slow so I just didn't want to have to pay anyone to ressurect the poor thing. Anyway, wish you had a better expectation about money. Can you be brutally honest with the people who owe. I am not doing real well right now and can't work till I am feeling better. I was there for you and lent you money, I need you to be there for me now and pay me back. Or, I have a serious health issue and I need the money now to pay for my health care. Hope I didn't ramble on you. Trying to practice the good stuff.