Welcome reenadaisy.

I do not know if there is a counsellor at school or assigned for the school district who could help you with your options to deal with what you mentioned.

You can post here as there teen members at PC, too.

Kristin Brooks Hope Center - Hopeline
Suicide.org: Suicide Prevention, Suicide Awareness, Suicide Support - Suicide.org! Suicide.org! Suicide.org!

Those urls may also provide with information to help find ways to cope.

Any questions can be posted in the most appropriate forum.