Actually, it is. Blocking someone in the hopes that they prove themselves to you is playing games. You are looking for some sort of sign that he thinks the world of you. I know you don't like to hear all these things, but its the truth - it's not the movies you know, people don't come running and begging for another chance - especially as this guy, in person, showed you that he is not into you for whatever reason. You know what? That is his choice, he is allowed to feel that way, and it doesnt have to be a reflection of you - sometimes we do not click and it looks like in the real world, he didn't click with you. There is no reason for it sometimes, call it chemistry if you like.

I do think you are obsessing slightly. Yes, I understand that you've lost someone that you chatted and felt a connection with, but a lot of people can be different online than in person. Some people find it easier to chat online, and they can also be whoever they want to be without worrying. I also understand that you've lost a bit of a dream with this guy, a dream that you could be together and that is always painful.

But as said before, and others too, best thing is to forget about him in a special way, or understand that things are not going to happen. Get on with your own life and live it the best you can - then you can meet people you connect with in person, and also keeping busy will keep you away from the computer and relying on him for company. You are wasting your time here.

Please don't take this as me being nasty, because that is not my intention. It's just I am 'outside' the situation as it were, and not wrapped up in the pain. It makes it a lot easier to see what will help you get over this chap and be happier in your own skin. Wanting someone to like you isn't enough sometimes, no matter how much we want it and yes, its a horrible feeling, but it happens. Sorry...

Good luck..